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October Hell

Sun Oct 4, 2009, 6:59 AM
Such a whirlwind
Invisible air spinning faster and faster
Suffocating
The eye of the storm isn't calm
There's just so much pressure pushing in that sound isn't allowed
Screams being pushed back down your throat
Dizzy
Combustion sounds like the only real release
Ripping the skin from bones and disintegrating slowly
Shaking
So still
Shattering
The end of thoughts, whisked away

I know I can make it stop
I know the remedy
One blade and all the pressure will come spillingout
What a rush
Release
Weakness
Numb

I don't want to be strong anymore
But hour by hour I put it off
Because just once will turn into twice
Twice turns into a crutch
And a crutch feeds the addiction

God help me

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~Leebeewilly Sep 25, 2009, 1:37:55 PM
Thanks so much for the faves and comments!
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*dreamsinstatic Aug 16, 2009, 9:51:09 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

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~BrokenHallelujahs Aug 17, 2009, 12:41:12 PM
no problem! You write the definitions of feelings I could never begin to explain :) it's inspiring and stirring! I can't wait to read more of your work :D

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"Here I am , take your best shot. See if you can capture the contradictions, the flickers of attention. Inhibition, the moment-to-moment-ness of me. If I weren't here then you could kid yourself, but I am."
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*dreamsinstatic Aug 17, 2009, 1:01:57 PM
Wow, thank you so much.

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*eidolonhawk Jun 29, 2009, 2:04:24 PM
thanks for the :+fav: :D

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~sweetsixstring May 5, 2009, 7:48:23 PM
Thank you for the fav, but especially for the thoughtful comments. What part of Utah are you from?

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your eyes can be so cruel :fusionrock:
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~BrokenHallelujahs May 6, 2009, 7:33:04 AM
of course! anytime!

I'm from a little town called "Erda" - it's about 30 min. west of Salt Lake City :]

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"Here I am , take your best shot. See if you can capture the contradictions, the flickers of attention. Inhibition, the moment-to-moment-ness of me. If I weren't here then you could kid yourself, but I am."
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~Ashinamee May 2, 2009, 2:11:18 PM
Thank you for the fav! :)

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Ash****
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*MeImN0T May 2, 2009, 12:28:44 PM
Hope you are well...

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"I define myself - by how well I hide.
I feel it coming apart - Well - at least I tried.
I can win this war - by knowing not to fight." Me, I'm Not - Nine Inch Nails
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~BrokenHallelujahs May 2, 2009, 1:44:39 PM
I am doing well :D how are you doing today?

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"Here I am , take your best shot. See if you can capture the contradictions, the flickers of attention. Inhibition, the moment-to-moment-ness of me. If I weren't here then you could kid yourself, but I am."
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